afeiçoado (;

2008-11-18T21:40:00.000-08:00

lol. Ok, now i noe. I did not update AT ALL. Hahs. Yesterday.. tiring day. But its okeh, had fun. Met Fanah & An. Fanah was loud. & i do sure love her beybeh. Moooooo Fanah Moooooo~ xDD An, was all quiet at first but its okeyh. He's hot anyway. xD Seriously, i kept thinking of him. The matrep type, but still hot. xD Fucked up. After several mins met him.. He had to go. Wtf?!!! The story is like this ah. Cheh, story telling. ;DD Erm, met Fanah first. But she had a prob at home. So thought she would meet me late, so i went out late. Hahas, FANAH, NI SUMER KAU UH! xD But An, went out already. & frm CCK, to BUGIS is like waaaaayyyy damn farr. But i lied to him saying im otw2. Hahs, & he was like all, fed up & sounding me already. lols. When we got there, it was like.... Funny! Hahs. Instead of meeting him at the entrance of the Bugis Junction.. I went in the Bugis Junction, but dunno how to go out. Hahas. Fanah was all like, "Shaf, minahbugis pon tk tao area bugis peh?" Hahaahahha. When just got out the Bugis Junction, told An we wait for him out side Topshop.. But the problem is, my butt is so ichy, i went to the entrance of the Bugis Junction instead of waiting for him, to meet him there. While, he was walking towards outside the Topshop meeting me. xD So u see? We're like.. walking pass each other, & not even noticing it. I actually noticed uh, but then, i scared i got the wrong person. xDD Called him, he say, he was at traffic light. Fanah kan, bodoh kan, gi cross. But An, was at another traffic light, haven't cross. But finally ah, we met him still xD He's hot laaahh. Not hot ah, cute cute. The day b4 i meet him, i smsed sayiong im going to treat him makan since his bdae i nvr bought anything for him uh. But yest, after meeting him, we went Mc to eat. I was all like, "U, nk mkn aper?" then he keep rejecting me. So, what to do.. since he doesnt want to eat.. I wont force him. Save my money more. xDD When ordering food with Fanah, he was like, all the way on the phone. When our food was bought already, we sat & ate, & An was STILL on the phone. The way he talk was like... i swear.. scary. He was like, "aku tnyer kau skrg, biler aku ader problem kau turon tk? Kau dngar aku skrg, biler aku ader problem, kau turon tk? Beh skrg dier nk pancut kau per?" Okok, that 'pancut' sounds funny. lol. I had a bad feeling there. But the way he scold2 with the slumber face.. xD Cute siaakk! Kk, Shaf, stoppit. Remember Yan Ah Ah Ah! xDD Mooooo~ Kk, bck to story, just as he put down the hp, he asked, "U lpas nhi nk gi aner?" I GOT THE IDEA! Obviously he got 'hal' & had to go. -.- We just met, for like, 10 mins? Grrrr, Annnn!! Tk puas siak jumper dier. FANAAAAAAAAAHHHHH! xD Kk, then i replied, i said, " Asl? u da nk kene gi?" Then he was like, "yeah, pukol 2. " I was all fed up. I keep staring at him. I looked at my watch and say, "lagi 10 min seyh.." then he say, "lagi 10 min uh.." then smiled. Gaaaah, i was seriously fucked up siak, I told him, "might as well tkya jumper kan? jumper 10 min buat aper seyh." then he was all, "aper 10 min? i dari 12 stgh tunggu u.. sikit nyer lmbt." hahaha. Then i laughed. But for the 10 mins he stayed there, i made jokes, to make the atmosphere fun ah. I dun wanna stress out just bcos he's going off fast. But i keep repeating saying to him, " Danak pukol 2. Asal tk pergi2?" Hahahah, yeah, obviously, im finding fault. He rolled eyes at me & say, "Halau ah skrg? K ah bye ah" hahahaha. Shaf you're soooooo mean. But obviously kan i pujok-ed him. xD But when its REALLY REALLY 2 o clock, i asked again, "dah pukol 2. biler nk gi?" then he was like, "k ah k ah, i gi skrg." then i said, "eh, tklah, main2 jer.." then he was like.. "serious, i nk gi. dah pukol 2 per." then i was like... let him go ah. hahahs. but i kinda miss him. meeting him for like 10 mins was no fun. I salam-ed him. HIS 17! respect man respect. But b4 that, he gave me & Fanah 2 Malboro Menthol sticks. & that even, i had the chance to fight with him over ciggerates. xD Seriously.. Fanah, was on the phone.. He gave me those sticks, & i asked, Rokok aper? Then he was like, "rokok kontra.." then i was blurr.. Rokok kontra? Then he laughed. Then i was like pestering him to tell mje wats that ah.. then he was like, "rokok kontra pun tk tao?" xDD Seriously ah Shaf, go skool ah. Fanah was still on the phone. But i interrupted, insisting Fanah to tell me wats rokok kontra. Then Fanah was like.. "Rokok kontra tu rokok lobang ah ngok!" then An was all laughing at me.. Then i fought again.. asking about the brand of the stick. Haha. LOL. It was fun ok. So dont blame me for finding faults with him. Bcos he was all cute n stuffs. You should c it. xDD Kk, Shaf, stoppit. Gaaaaaaaah, i wanna mit him again. When he really2 free. Bcos even thought yest, he have to went off fast, if he did not pun, he still have work at 4... Walao weh, i pity him., He work as a "bargaging" at airport.. Is dat spelling correct? xD & bcos of dat also i fight with him. Is jus dat i dunno wat is bargaging. xD Gahh, life must have been hard for him. Pity him siaaaaaaaaaaaaa. DUDE, CANT WAIT TO GO OUT WITH YOU AGAIN! ;))))) Ohya, after he went home, walk2 at bugis, bought my things, & smoked. Then had to meet Khai, but Fanah cannot. Ahhhhhhhh. i was pissed again. But its okeh. Dis time. I swear, i went home alone. I braved myself up. xDDD waaahhh, dat should be so great for me. Going home alone. -.- But seriously, it was my first time. Frm town to home. hehs. Meeting Khai... was drastic. Afraid of meeting him alone.. So.. asked Hidayu along since gfs cannot. Met Hidayu.. & frm my point of view. I was chatty. Seriously, i talk & talk & talk & Hidayu was all quiet. xD When went to the place where meeting Khai, dat idiot say otw2 but did not came. Kk, now i noe how An felt waiting for me. Hahs xDD But seriously ah, Khai was damn late ah. Fucked up, i just went home. Mummy called asking why im late. Frm there, i ride bus then reach teck whye, i rode taxi. & Hidayu had to ride bus again.. by herself. Sorry Hidayu! xD & the taxi drive.. was like. fuck ah. nk kene maki siak tu pale buto... i had $5 ONLY. & the taxi fare was $6.50.. im short of $1.50.. then he scold2 me. fine ah. i was in the wrong. but atleast.. i had to go.. the $1.50 free ah. hahaha. scold2 for wat kan uncle? no benefit. u still ask me to get out of ur taxi. unless u ask me to stay there follow u go police or something... xD Suey ah. got home mummy scold2 me.. then when dad got home.. had to help him move the furnitures frm my room to my bro's room... then something got inside my eyes. LOOKS LIKE A JELLYFISH SIAAAAAAAA. serious. xD then cannot take out. obviously, i cried.. xDD then when the things gone.. my brain was all ngengong. i had to lie down at the bed for like 10m mins? then i can play my com.. hahas. WALAO WEH. I MISS MY SYG. xD Shaf, timer siak. An lah.. Yan Ah Ah Ah lah.. Khairul lahh.. xD But i love Khairul most. :P An was cute.. Yan was fun. LOLS. k done. its a long one. so enjoy reading. ;)

2008-11-08T04:20:00.000-08:00

well bby, u noe wat?
i just deleted my 2nd husband blog.
& soon, im deleting this.
& soon... friendster & tagged
& maybe, not active in msn that much.
i'm not running away frm the cyber side of my life...
i just had really no more time.
mummy say, this holiday, we're going to go a really2 long vacation..
she said one we're settled there, she'll see how.
i dont understd by "she'll see how"
but i just have the idea that, once she's comfortable there,
maybe she wants us to settle there too.
Omg, i dont want!
thats my thinking.
but pls, dont be true!
dad was all like, saving money to buy new house at johor..
i was like wtf?!
is this getting serious olready?
im gonna miss my frends, my class, my school, my home..
& mostly, MY FRIENDS.
gahhh, bby, u got to help me at this.
olready, Allah showing me that i can't face life.
alot of bad things happened.
& about the new home in Johor thingy..
its like waaay far then wat i expected.
when dad told me he is saving money for our "new home" at Johor,,
i was like, o.O! where am i going to school? in johor? NO WAYYY! if seriously we're going to stay there, im not going to school AT ALL. might as well i die of boredom at home.
but one thing i noe, we're going to go to KL more frequently.
im just puzzled.
gaaaaahh, my life's starting to end.
byebye world.
be happy when im gone.
im gonna miss u!
& yeah, i just hope this moving thingy, just doesn't happen b4 my bdae, or when my bdae.
worst come to worse, after my bdae will do.
Pls Allah, pls ;(

2008-10-28T02:38:00.000-07:00

ATTENTION READERS & 1ST HUSBAND!
i wont be updating this blog dat much.
after my obssesion over my 2nd husband is over,
i will come bck to my 1st husband blog and make the time-management fair for both husbands ok?
Pls scroll down to the part where there's, "All Around The World" & click on the name : Shaf's 2nd Husband ok??
AND IF YOU CAN, PLS LINK MY 2ND BLOGGG!
f.y.i: my cbox at this blog is linked to my 2nd husband's blog.
thank youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
CRISTIANO QUERIDO MEU AMOR! I LOVE YOU ALWAAAAAAYSSS!

2008-10-24T02:24:00.001-07:00

& today is the day..
where my husband come to Singapore.
& i cannot meet him!
knnccb right?!
aaaaaaaaaahhhh
@#$^&#@#%^$#$%
nothing happened much recently.
mummy realtionship and mine..
haizzz..
dunno ehs.
ups & downs.
the very sad thing is.
Dayy is going to 3/3
and im goin to 3/2..
gaaaaaaaaaaaah.
its really no fun being seperated i tell u.
& upon that...
when going to Ika house to give her, her things..
as we're walking...
i cried as i told dayang how i felt.
seriousy, i cried!
its weird, but i felt relief.
i'm just haqppy that she's there for me.
thanks girlfriend.
i appreciate it lots.
& to u cristiano my STILL NO. 1 HUSBAND.
i need to spend time more with my 2nd husband
as i cannot go his concert
i hope u understd..
& i still love u miss u darllss!
heheee (;

2008-10-23T07:16:00.000-07:00

Guys!
New blog made from me..
Check it Out yeah..
http://a7x-myrockermylovemylife.blogspot.com/
thaaankksss.
tag too.
my hardwork. so, give some support!

2008-10-12T07:00:00.000-07:00

& Oh Yeahh..
i've started updating..
hahahhaa.
now free and easy.
lol.
got a lil prob @ habbo.
there's this "mat" named Acut..
over-controlling me..
and his friend Ahfik, craving for Dayang..
hahah
& their paln was : for Acut to get me & Ahfik to get Dayang..
-.-
boys will be boys..
Hey kwn! jgn sialan! mata duitan, mata keranjang!
hahaha
got this quote from Mat Gandja song..
well, things for me, have not been really well.
@ habbo, ppl not being frends with me..
not ppl ah, boys ah mostly..
just bcos im attached to Yuzrin..
HEY CMON!
im proud to be his..
i really love him yeah..
& on the 9th past 3 days..
were my 5th anni with him.
5TH ANNIVERSARY.
isnt dat like, long already?
n u guys want me to break with him?
oh, cmon man. i really2.. LOVE HIM SIAA!
real life?
no upgrades.
just waiting..
gaahh, didnt expect much really.
AND AND AND I LOVE MY KHAIRULRANCID BROO!
the reason i love him is just bcos his name was like my ex's
Khairul..
hahaha
gaaahh, how i missed him.
:DD
will update MORE soon (:

2008-10-12T06:46:00.000-07:00

This is when Dayang had to go home fast..

so there's no Dayang in here ;(

Niwaes...

take 307

& the first pic was wat we do for See Ling..

sweet right?

we know.. hahahaha
send See Ling home..

then me & ika went home change clothes..

then bought contacts & jln2 @ Lot 1...

AND THERE'S A GIRLS DAY OUT WITH DAYANG & IKA...

but i dont seem to have the pics.

:DD

anythng just check it out at Dayang's blog yeah. (:

2008-10-12T06:42:00.000-07:00

Family Day Out!!

Me & Bro, my Soulmate :)

(i noe i look sick)

In the bus,going to....Hougang i guess?

& wearing new Dress.

Thanks to Kartika & Dayang..

Now my mom is obsessed with the idea of me wearing dress.

and i just bought about 4 dresses?

:DDD

thanks y'all.

2008-10-01T02:33:00.000-07:00

BABES&DUDES!
esp cristiano ronaldo my darrling.
im so missing you.
i miss updating.
been busy lately..
with hari raya stuffs & exams..
gaaahh, so stress.
by saying stress, i dont mean stress work hard or study hard or anything,
stress bcos i hate exams.
lol.
so, i will not be updating my blog dat much.
now, im at my nenekpenguin's house.
hahahah! ok fine, im mean.
alot happened.
erm...
yesterday, went home from geylang late...
around 2,3?
then meet hadyy under my block.
to celebrate night of raya. hehs!
then went home around 5?
tiring lah!
hahaha
im so happy its hari raya.
can collect $$$$$$!
and first day wearing pinkk! lols
& & & can't wait go jalan raya with Quats!
Quats! i miss you.
and Selamat Hari Raya People!
Maaf Zahir Dan Batin
ohyeah, i forgot, im missing Yuzrin Daniel.
im soo happy he send me raya msg.
SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO YOU TOO DEAR!
muahhhcckksss.

2008-09-15T06:47:00.000-07:00

you have to watch this vid! its a dance crew named, ACDC which is made by Adam Servani from Step Up 2 and CHU dance crew. its the Biggest Online Dance Battle against M&M which is Miley & Mandy. and they won -.-!! their dance so sucks, fan-based i guess! but i'll still support ACDC all the waaaayyy. there are cool superstars like chris brown, diana ross, amanda bynes and soo fucking more. ACDC! ROCK ONN! xDD

2008-09-13T00:33:00.001-07:00

It's just like him
To wander off in the evergreen park
Slowly searching for any sign
Of the ones he used to love..

He says he's got nothing left to live for
(He says he's got nothing left...)
And this time I think you'll know..

You're not alone
There is more to this, I know
You can make it out
You will live to tell

She's just like him
Spoiled rotten
Confused by the lies she's been fed
And she's searching for no one..
(But herself)
Her eyes turn to green and she seems to be happy
That she is here
And this time I think you'll know...

You're not alone
There is more to this, I know
You can make it out
You will live to tell

You're not alone
There is more to this, I know
You can make it out

(There is more to know)

We're not alone
There is more to this, I know
You can make it out
You will live to tell..
(So tell me)

You're not alone
There is more to this, I know
You can make it out
(Make it out)
You will live to tell
(Live to tell)
You're not alone
There is more to this, I know
(And I know)
You can make it out
You will live to tell..

You are not alone.
You're not, you're not alone.

2008-09-10T14:50:00.000-07:00

OHYA!

Dayang, this is the pic that i told u b4.

hahahaha!

no other thngs to say wat.

n kebetulan, we're working n missing ika.

so i editted this.

xDD

2008-09-09T23:16:00.000-07:00

Eyooo!
Ok, i know i havent been updating..
its like the fasting month, so most probably, im restless and lazy to update stuffs u noe.
Yesterday met Wawan at Admiralty.
with Hidayu, Dayang, Ika & See Ling.
Meeting him was fun uh, but before that was drastic uh.
the meeting place & time was not like..organised...
and ppl start losing their patience...
but overall, it was alright uhh.
Of course ah im nervous meeting Wawan for the first time!
His not hot..but atleast better then Khai.
Gaaahh, ok, till now, i still havent got Khai out of my head.
im trying! im trying!
And normal things went on on normal days~~~
this is just the boring part of me.
hahs!
will update soon.
Insyaallah.....

2008-09-09T23:07:00.000-07:00

To: Yuuuzzzrriinnn!
Sorry if i've wished 1 day late.
Thanks for the love & care you gave me till this far.
Thanks for being there when i needed you.
Thanks for knowing who i really am.
Thanks for bearing with me when im moody.
Thanks for giveing me Dibo & the cute lil bunny.
Thanks for making my days with a smile.
Thanks once again for being my Peerrfeecctt Habbo Boyfriend.
Babyy, i swear my love for you will never end.
Im glad we made it this far.
Im seriously happy being with you.
Not just happy, more than that..but words just can't describe.
Thanks Muhd Yuzrin Daniel for loving me.
i aprreciate it much much lot.
&& im missing you :')

2008-09-02T05:16:00.000-07:00

OLAAA AMIGOS. okok, today is the...erm.. third day i've been working.. and already, i and i cannot tahan that KNN Colin. his fucking irritating atitude. his work is to scold us, touch2 us, call us Darlingg, Yang... KNN! WHO ARE U TO US MEN?! but for the money, we need to bear with that KNN guyy. So far, working there was like so dammnn fun lahs. Its at town, furthermore its a shopping mall. Since its the month of puasa, instead of eating when our break, we went rounding2 the Plaza Sing.. and there are lots lots lots of memories..electric shock lah..the funny2 costumers.. the hot chi guy.. GOSH! its so f-ing fun. when we're bored..we sang...went toilet..COLD ROOM(gosh, this eskimo room is the best).. left Doreen alone.. xDD
this stories..may make u think im leading a happy life... but underneath the real me, im still not. Memories of me n my ex just keep coming back. and those memories made my emotions overcome me.. If i felt like i wanna cry, i just cried.. I've tried to hold my emotions..but slowly, tears just went out of my eyes easily.. when i want to bathe, i usually bring my hp along... sometimes, when im bathing, i read my msgs.. (i noe its weird but, its just me) I want to forget Khai..but its just fucking hard.. i felt like deleting his msgs...so dat i can forget him..but instead, i cried reading his long time msgs and dont want to delete them. sometimes, i remembered the times where he was jealous when i went out with othere guy...the times where he sulkes..sometimes, i listen to his voice which i recorded when we were talking..makes me mss him more.. ;(( and sometimes i remembered my memores with Wan.. how he cared bout me... how he was jealous.. gosh, i would just wish if i got them back.. still remember the time Wan needs to go lockup.. and asked me to msg his sister.. but actually his sister was his lil bro... he lied to his lil bro im older then him n lied to me his lil bro is his sister so that i would never fall in love with his lil bro...gaahh, makes me miss him more too ;(( and Ahmad, the way we used to talk... the way he was happy when i accepted being his gf...why am i living life miserably? why cant i just forget the past and lived on? why cant i just enjoy life? maybe, to u its nothing. to u, im just darnn stupid to fell for those jerks.. but to me, they're more then just jerks.. they are MY jerks...they left me with sweet memories which i just cant forget. they loved me like no one can... Khai, Wan, Ahmad.. Boyfriends i never forget. thanks for the love u gave me before. it was memoriable..n believe me, even if i had to cry blood, i wont forget u guys.. ;(

2008-08-29T00:55:00.000-07:00

Haiiizzzz. ;((
Khai Sayang I Need You!
I Love you!

2008-08-29T00:41:00.000-07:00

here are the pics.

:))

at 700 bus.

2008-08-29T00:28:00.000-07:00

alo alo! i noe u all u all miss me. hahs! want to keep it short; but still got 1001 things to say! this is the consequences for not updating always. So where should i start? uhm, random ah ehs. i will just tell what going on my mind. Ohya, just now me n dayang pon school. bcos today suppose to be cross country..n both of us dont want go.. then we go novena..velocity..square2.. its like..fun la deyy! adventure u noe...adventure.. haha. will update te pics. i only got 2 of them. the rest with dayang..so anything just go to dayang's blog to c our stupid faces...LOL! then Dayang nid to go home bcos she nids to clean her house.. i was f. bored so i followed her home..then we mkn2 there n watch congkak. n my idiotic parents called wanting me to go home. Wat Fuck! i was so pissed. --!!!! then suddenly me, dayang n dayang sis was at the topic about our family members. how bad/mean they are. Ohya, dayang let me see her pic when she was small. OMG! SHE'S SO CUTEEEEEEE!! lol. Its been 3 days since me n my bf contacted....Our relationship was like nearly 3 weeks...i dont want to make it a waste...but he like, chose to still sulk..n like..dont care bout me anymore...i have to accept the fact.. but the feeling of miss is still there as he is stil my bf.... and recently ive been fighting with my mom and sometimes my dad n bro.. since that Khai incident thingy. Haizzzzz. but its okay. im taking it strong. even if i had to cry, im still standing strong.. i got my friends...dayang..ika... see ling...farah n more.. Gosh, this life is so drastic. OYA! i forgot to tell u. dayang thought me how to eat korean's ice cream. its like, NICE HORR! we bought it at square2 lvl 3 where almost all the shops are from korean. here it is then. i will try to update more.. :))

2008-08-20T05:54:00.000-07:00

heyo chikebabais. got 1001 things to say cos long time never update. so im keeping it short by not pressing enter after typing each sentences. COOL RIGHT!! xD kk. first things first...ok..maybe not... first things in my mind first... got weak legs.. just now hockey need to run almost like... 7+3=10 rounds around the school football field...omg! my leg is fucking stretching u noe..but its like weird uh.. even though i run like 10 rounds, i dont feel tired at all.. its not that i want to talk big uh. but SERIOUS! i dont feel tired at all...believe me laaaaah! then when the 7 rounds, i have to run alone.. felt lonely, i called ika. and throughout the call, we talked about where am i. as in, at the feild, which part i am at as she's at the upper sec class above the void deck and can see my hockey friends playing and soccer boys playing soccer at feild. so basically, we talk about where am i. haha. and, the most unforgettable thing is when eng lesson...me mason ika hidayu ashwin had to stay out of the lab to do our unfinished work. actually not me n hidayu arh..we just acompany ika...and then mason came...and sat with us..then ashwin... we talked crap, watch crappy videos.... haha. and Dayang, ur right, Mason is cute. hahaaaa. he just love to talk crap lahs. lol. then he say he wants to do this again. he tld us not to do work on tues so that evy wed we can stay out of the lab and sat at the bench and crazy2. Gosh, that was seriously funn! Ohya! i forgot to mention the most important news, DAYANG NEVER GO SCHOOL TODAY! hahaha. later i will publish this in the newspapers, made announcement at radio and school... hahahaha. & she missing all the fun. && we missing her. lols. Ohya, i made this new friend name Khai. Khai again --. haha but his very sweet laahh! theres this time i fought with him...bcos he wants to know this one girl who i dont know which is very irritating. then i told him off. then he replied, "im the type of person, who if i want to noe u , i want to noe ur friends too." then i was like woooooooooooaaaahh! i thought he was like the same as all other mother-fucker guys. biut i was puzzled ah. i dont noe her. Sorry Khai, if i noe, i would have gave u her no. But now, lost contacted with him. But went damn well with my Original ex Khai. haha. i love him so damn much laaaaahhhsss~~~~ byee ppl, tc. cos i noe im enjoying life now. Hurting but still Enjoying. xD

2008-08-17T00:17:00.000-07:00

Hey ppl, watsup.
sorry for not updating.
i am on the verge of killing myself.
this month like just sooo sucks?
erm..
bad things usually happen to me...
and i just go with the flow.
but, this time, he bad things are like waaaaaaaaaaaay more than what i expected?
until i could break out and just cry..
gahh, only god knows how i feel.
erm and, out of so many ppl why me?
yeah.problems do come n go.
but mine, its like...keep coming..not going.
haiz. :'(
killing myself will do no good.
i mean its like, ive done a big mistake to god if i kill myself.
i cant prove to ppl that i can handle my own probs.
but gosh, im just 14. can't i like enjoy my life?
cikebabai siak this life.
GAAAAAHHHHHHH!
its better if like someone can kill me.
bcos...i will like not make any wrong to god and..
its like ppl kill me, not i plan for ppl to kill me..
so nothing's wrong with that right?
more updates soon. tc yaw.

2008-08-09T07:44:00.000-07:00

okok.
this is the actual day.
HAPPY 3 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY SAYANG OI!
thanks Muhd Yuzrin Daniel for being the perfect habbo boyfriend.
thanks for the care and love u gave me.
i love u soooooooooo damn much dude!
muahcks muahcks muahcks
~may we long last..
and and.
HAPPY 43RD BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!
im so proud of my country.
i love Singapore, my homeland! xD

2008-08-09T06:28:00.000-07:00

1. The person who last tagged you is: Dayang! :)

2. Your relationship with her/him is: sistas :)

3. Your five impressions of her/him:-Gila-Cutee-Unirrisistable voice-. supergreat friend!-suju fan. :)

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you: Having fun every single time we met and being my sista n sang the song 'because of you'! :)

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you: She will always help when Im in need of a friend?

6. If he/she become your lover, you will: Already mine. xD

7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be: Absolutely Nothing, i guess :)

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will: Cry until I die?

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be: Attitudes?

10. The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is:Having fun again.! :)

11. Your overall impression of him/her is: she's just, MY SISTA LOVE! xD

12. How you think people around you will feel about you:Stupid, ugly, attention-seeker and perhaps more? (:

13. The characters you love of yourself are: Nothing actually. i dunno..

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are:Being what ppl hate bout me most?

15. The most ideal person you want to be is: Avril Lavinge/Fergie/Jessica Alba/Beyonce? haha

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them: Thanks! Felt the same way as you too :)

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you:

1)hidayu

2)dayang

3)ika

4)see ling

5)ameline dearr

6)emelda

7)yusri

8)yuzrin

9)farah

10)ameera

18. Who is no.6 having relationship with? [Emelda]Daniel! lols

19. Is no.9 a male or female? [Farah]Female--.

20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? [Yusri and ameera]they dont even know each other.

Where's question 21?*

22. What is no.2 studying about? [Hidayu]She? Study? heh. lol

23. When was the last time you had a chat with no. 3? [Ika]yesterday. (:

24. What kind of music band does no.8 like? [Yuzrin]dunno, but conferm jiwang one ah. :X

25. Does no.1 have any siblings? [Dayang]Yes! One older sis and older bro (:

26. Will you woo no.3? [Ika]for wat? she's mine already xD

27. How about no.7? [Yusri]err, no. FRIENDS ONLY!

28. Is no.4 single? [Seeling]Currently yes, but soon, NO. xD

29. What is the surname of no.5? [Ameline]TAN! xD

30. What's the hobby of no.4? [Seeling]Eating kentang and saying about nasri. heh. xD

31. Does no.5 and 9 get along well? [Ameline & Farah]I don't know?

32. Where is no.2 studying at? [Dayang]Same school...same class...

33. Talk something casually about no.1: [Hidayu]noisy! ;D

34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8? [Yuzrin]yes, he is already mine --

35. Where does no.9 live at? [Farah]bp.

36. What colour does no.4 like? [seeling]Red.

37. Are no.5 and 1 best friend? [Ameline and Hidayu]nahhh, enemies. hahah!

40. Does no.1 have any pets? [Hidayu]got! cat! kiki!

41. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? [yuzri]YAHHAAA! evrybody will agree with me. lols

.42. What is no. 10 doing now? [Ameera]I don't know. Sleeping?Chatting?

2008-08-08T08:27:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 3 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY MUHD YUZRIN DANIEL & NURSHAFIQAH!
now its o8.o8.o8
their anniversary is actually o9.o8.o8 but i post earlier scared the actual day cannot post.
hope they last long together
and their love for each othr will not end.!~~~~~~

2008-08-08T07:32:00.000-07:00

CRISTIANO QUERIDO MEU AMOR IS NOT TRANSFERRING TO REAL MADRID!
AND IT IS CONFIRMED! HIS STAYING MANCHESTER UNITED!
gaaahhh, im soooo happy!
baby, if ur happy or not about the desicions they made for u.
i will stand by you.
i will share the same feelings as you ok querido?
Cristiano Messias Ronaldo Santos Aveiro, i love you.
how u feel, is how i feel.
take care, dont think much.
get well soon baby.!

2008-08-05T06:30:00.000-07:00

HEYA!
sorry long long time never update.
no mood uh.
serious talking.
this month just fucking suck?
or izit me who fucking suck?
too many horrible things happened too little time.
firstly,
fought with bestie akid.
&, he doesnt want to talk to me anymore.
==
secondly,
just broke with Ahmad.
half happy half sad.
happy bcos, finally, i wouldnt have felt like im the only one loving him...
and i dont need to worry...to wait for his calls/sms...
sad bcos, his my bf anyway.....watever it is, the feeling of love towards him still have right?
and memories of our best times keep coming bck..
but im just trying to live my life happily.
and u noe wat?
the night before we broke.
he called me.
we dont talked that much.
just the usual stuffs.
he sulks cos i chnged my msn display name to shafAYUN.
instead of shafAHMAD.
well, ur partly wrong dude.
u made me feel u dont love me anymore.
actually u dont..
i noe.. ==
and he hate it when i dont talk...
as if like i got some prob..
actually i do, baby its u.! =.-
then when want to put down phone...
he just said 'bye, anyhing msg.'
without any kisses or sayang like he always do.
and just put down the phone....
makes me more mad then sad.
felt wrong, sms-ed him.
never reply.
wat fuck.
hello! im trying to be nice here!
the next day(today)..
never go school..
sick..
check hp..
got this msg saying..."u....i nk mintak break uh'
as in.."u...i want to ask for break"
i dont feel anything actually.
i dont feel sad neither happy tat this happened.
but im quite proud about wat i answered him..
i just took it easy and asked him one last quest..
that is, he stead with me to replace his gf...or bcos tat he really2 love me.
from now no ans.
==
EH BIG FUCK AH EH!
i wont die bcos of u.....
say i got too many boy friends..
but u ever c ur face in the mirror?
eh hello, ur girl friends are more then mine ok.
dont step big fuck at here.
ur words of love to me doesnt mean at all.
next time, dont say it when u dont mean it.
i hate this type of fucking ppl.
dont love just say.
dont made me the one who must love u all the way!
ass hole~
ohya, the third one is..
my mom is going through an op.
let the op be a private thing k?
i dunno wat to do......
probs just keep coming in.
im TRYING to njoy my life.........
but its soo fucking hard.
ermmm.
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY WAANN!
~❤Muhd Yuzrin Daniel.
baby, happy advance 3 months aniversary.
im so lucky to have u, and to compare to those uncivilised jerks, ur whole lot better!

2008-07-29T06:15:00.000-07:00

first and foremost,
i want to thank AKIDMATREPTMSYG for helping me and accompany-ing me yesterday n today.
thanks for telling me to think positive about my relationship who i THOUGHT going to end..but didnt!(gaahhh! i just fucking love u)
thanks for pulling me through and made me realise i DO love him.
thanks for telling him i really do love him n miss him
thanks for telling him that im sad for lost contact-ing with him
thanks for telling him to talk to me.
thanks for making me feel better.
THANKS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME;
DUDETTE, I LOVE YOU!
secondly,
Ahmadsayang......
i love u no matter wat.
how bz u'll get, i'll wait.
i just want you to know how much i love you,
and im trying my best not to let you go.

2008-07-28T03:44:00.000-07:00

WHAT I WANT...!!!! GOSH! IT COSTS 300RM!!! fuck fuck fuck, i want it.!

picture taken at KL.
got alot.
but at digi cam
hahas.

2008-07-28T03:17:00.000-07:00

sayang,
i dunno y i kept feeling this but i think its true.
i fucking love u..
but it just seems u dont get it.
i want u to know and love me the way i loved u.
or is it just that u dont love me anymore?
u dont seem to care about me.
n made me think negative about our relationship.
boy, in the beginning, we r just so fine.
i just dunno y day aftr day our relationship bcame further apart.
tell me wats wrong and i try to my best to chnge.
but just believe me, i love u with evry beat of my heart =')
i need the old us.
i love the old us.
i love you.

SENTIMENTALS!

hahaaaa.

for my bf only!

2008-07-24T07:40:00.000-07:00

heyy people!
gonna make this a fast one.
gotta sleep.
tmrw going KL. =.=
WHICH IM NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO.
leaving my bestest friends and boyfriend...
wth?!
gosh, i love them so much.
believe me, i cried, when dayang says dont think bout sg dat much..but think of them.
of course i will think of them.
n ahmad too..
and my fcuking family is so not helping.
not knowing how i feel.
big fuck ah eh.
i wont die without them not knowing.
shout all u want in my ears, i still love my home, my friends, my boyfriend..for all i care.
shouting at me for no stupid reasons wont help k biatchs?
i felt like world is over.
even though its just a trip to KL without contacting anybody...or touching my laptop!
gosh, thats so worse!
b4 i worsen myself.....
i better go sleep n dont think much of it yeah u think?
last final msg:
Ahmad, Dayang, Ika, Hidayu and all the friends i cared ; I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOO DAMN MUCH.
i wont forget u guys i swear.
tc, and update me about how was ur day there without me kk?
this heart feel so heavy to leave.
but i must
sorry u guys :'((

2008-07-23T07:07:00.000-07:00

TO: AHMAAAAAAAAAD SAAAYYYAANNNGG!

this proves how much i love you. :)

2008-07-23T07:03:00.000-07:00

what happened at my grandma's house.

my abg sedare got new caps by his friend.

n its soo fucking lawah!

so i wear n take2 pic

LOLS!

~sayang Ahmad like hell

2008-07-22T03:41:00.000-07:00

PICS THAT I LONG LONG TIME MUST PUT!

but forget.

hehs.

sorry.

this when 'trip' to zhi cheng house...

'trip' ehhh.

hahahah

yeah..

small msg..

ZHI CHENG! COME BCK SKOOL! HIDAYU MISSES U LIKE HELL!

ohya.

bck to the pics.

this one when we're waiting for dehao/shi hui to buy the bird nest thingy i think..

sitting at the stairs IN FRONT OF SCHOOL when school holiday.

we no malu i noe..

hehs.

gosh i look so cacat.

hahah!

nvm.......

i love bestfriends lotssssssssssssssss

+ emelda, vanzi, insy!

i fucking love my babes!

2008-07-22T03:39:00.000-07:00

MY SAYANGG!

i love you sooooooooooooooo damnn much.

look like nazrul?

i noe...

=.=!

dont ever repeat that again.

he's mine boyfriend anywayyyyy

2008-07-21T04:15:00.000-07:00

ahmad sayang i miss & love you! x)
~shaaaaaaaaaff

2008-07-21T01:20:00.000-07:00

pics take by hidayu spontaneously when racial harmony day at class. GOSH I LOOK SO WEIRD!

CAK!! xD

gosh, i look like minah want to find fault. HIDAYU LAH WEY! its darn spontaneous =.=

waky hair when using the baju kurung...wanted to tie, but dehao wants to take pic....n ended up like this. wtf@#?

PE JER SHAF! PANDANG SAPER JER! xDD

yes? can i help you?

GOSHHHHHHHH!I LOOK SO WEIRD IN ALL OF THE PICS... racial harmony not alot of things to do...wearing that baju kurung and my hair, makes me think like im a teacher. HAHA! my hair sexy u...like tina turner! xDD

2008-07-21T01:12:00.000-07:00

this pics taken like..last thurs/fri?

the vespa......

the below arrow, matrep(rayyan) do.....

then he got put MY VESPA on it...

then think its cool..

so take pic uh...

dats basically wat we did....

instead of using those geometric thingy to make square during maths.

THIS MATREP UH!

he so darnn lame.

hahahah

erm..

the shafloveayunbnyk2...

when wat lesson uh?

forgot...

hahaha.

i was like fcuking boring.....

so i draw2 on my table use marker then i erase.

hahaha.

i just love the way i wrote it.

dats y take pic!

2008-07-19T21:28:00.000-07:00

heyo!
lets make this a short one.
erm erm.
firstly, sorry to my babes for not atending our meeting on the ipw project.
ehem....
meeting siaaaaaaa.
HAHAH!
yeah, sec 2s damn damn bz....
like wat tooooooooooooooot.
ok uh.
gtg..
haha
told ya! its a short one!
byeee crisitano i love you!

2008-07-19T08:52:00.000-07:00

NEWS!!

Ronaldo won't be sold - Ferguson

Manchester United manager Sir Alex Ferguson has insisted that Cristiano Ronaldo will not be sold and also confirmed he will be out for three months with an ankle injury.
Ronaldo has sent out mixed messages about his future and been linked with a move to Real Madrid but Ferguson put the record straight in Cape Town after meeting the Portugal winger.
"I can say he will be a Manchester United player next season," Ferguson said. "That's our stance, he won't be sold."
Ronaldo is currently sidelined after an ankle operation and Ferguson added: "He will be out for three months."

gosh! im so glad to hear that.
this news is actually long long time ago.
but its the newest for crisitano's so far....
so as his wife, i should update about him.
whatever about ur transfers baby, i will always support u!
but i'll be happier if u just stay to ManU.
tc sayaaaaaaaannngg!

2008-07-16T04:14:00.000-07:00

no work..
editted this...
i noe im perasaan.
but i love him!
wat can i do?
heh. :))

2008-07-16T03:20:00.000-07:00

My husband injured!!

BABY, WATEVER IT IS, I WILL ALWAYS BE BY UR SIDE! NO WORRIES!
TAKE CARE OF URSELF. I LOVE U DUDETTE! muahck muahck muahcks

2008-07-15T06:55:00.000-07:00

NEWS!!!

Ronaldo harbours thoughts of Spain

Manchester United ace Cristiano Ronaldo "feels well" in England - but still harbours ambitions of playing in Spain.

In an exclusive interview with Portuguese broadcaster TVI, the Portugal international revealed that Spain is really in his mind.

He said: "I would like to play in Spain one day. I also would like to play in Portugal [again] and Italy, but much more in Spain."

and my baby has grown!!!
his 1.84 m now!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOO!

ohya to hidayu the pendek: ive changed ur blogskin, hope u like it!

just now at skool....
damn pissed when kena offence form by teacher who WILL DIE SOON!
too many offence form sia....
7 for the cca thingy...1 more for this english shit...
the worst thing is i get expelled from school!
wooohhooo!
wat am i kidding?
singapore is no way same as the eng countries.
watever uh!
asalkan tu cikgu happy!
kecik2 tknk mati..
tue2 susahkan hidup aku.
go eat shit lah mr.hoo!
>;l

2008-07-14T06:20:00.000-07:00

shaf have to stop love stories eyy? yeah its true.

Cristiano Ronaldo breaks up with his girlfriend!!!!

it says:

Cristiano Ronaldo, the Manchester United footballer, has ended his relationship with his Spanish girlfriend before an operation last week on his injured right ankle, it has been claimed.

there's moooooooorreee!!

Real Madrid tell Rafael Nadal: Cristiano Ronaldo will sign

it says:

Cristiano Ronaldo's future at Manchester United has taken yet another twist with the news Wimbledon champion Rafael Nadal received personal assurances from Real Madrid president Ramon Calderon that the Portugal international will sign for the Spanish club.

and mooooooooooooooooree!

Cristiano Ronaldo avoids confrontation by delaying Manchester United return

it says:

Cristiano Ronaldo may be postponing surgery to his ankle to avoid a meeting with Sir Alex Ferguson and the rest of Manchester United staff.

YEAH BABY! DAT SHOULD BE ALL... THERES MORE.. BUT MY BABY NEEDS PRIVACY...IF GOT TIME..I ASK HIM FOR PERMISSION...THEN I POST WOKAY?
LETS JUST HOPE CRISTIANO DARRLING WILL BE OK WITH HIS ANKLE AND HIS TRANSFER TO REAL MADRID. and im sooooo damn happy he broke with his gf!! muahahaha. lol

hurts

2008-07-14T05:39:00.000-07:00

msg received by hadyy.
my ex...and so called, "my bestfriend or bro which he still never agrees to.."
WAAAAAAAAAAH!
shaf sanggup take pic and put here!
lols.
wat he says its hurting.
i noe its blurrr.
cos my abg stupid hp ah!
haahha
kk.
i tell u everything that he says lah ehh.
BUT ITS HURTING U NOE!
for me.
hahaha.
u c, i can still laugh. lol.
hurt hurt but still laugh..
hahaha
kk. shaf lame =.=!
he says: Syg, bual frankly eh.. tk maksod nk sakitkan hati u tau..i saket hati..sal i kua dari tmpt jer bnyk tlh happen to u yg u tk bilng i...tibe2 i kua u nangis bilng i ur prob...i sbgai ur ex, i tk hapi org buat syg i cam nie...asal i tlg u? kalau i tk syg u i tkkn tlg u..lagipun i kat sini utk..tunggu beberape tahun harap u patch dgn i...
then 2nd msg!
he says: tapi serious r, it hurts dat u pilih outside guys den me yg u tau for 5 yrs...syg, i realli2 lurve u...u kalau sakit hati, i ikot sakit hati..u kalau hapi, i lagi happi..all dis wile, u dgn laki lain i tk psl sikit pon bcos i nk u hapi, but btul2nyer, hati i sakit, letting u go to othr guys..i realli lurve u..i want u bck ):
i copied wat he said frm my hp msg. i did not changed not even one word kk.
haha.
i called him...cos lazy to type msg long2....
then i said...i cannot accpt him bck not bcos i dun wan him..
its jus dat i just broke with wan..im not ready for any relationships now...
i can hear him cry....u noe...the'hsk hsk hsk' sound when ppl cry..
haha. but i dunno if he's really crying or not.
i think he cry ah
bcos i talk2 to him i only hear..'hsk hsk hsk' then he dun wan talk...
i tell him i wan mit him...
n later im gonna mit him!
WISH ME GOOD LUCK.
hope he nvr cry infrnt of me..hahah.
cos..for this 5 yrs i noe..
he nvr realli feel down b4.
he's a STRONG MAN!
hahahha.
y i laugh?
its not a joking matter.
lol.
hahahahhahahaahahahuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhhihihihhhiihihhihiih
kk shaf stop.
im just eager im meeting him.
i miss him soooo much!
ohya!
cristiano i love u n miss u.
n ayun too :))

2008-07-14T03:04:00.000-07:00

n gosh!
this is like the sweetest thing.
AyunSayang replied....
He said: do you noe y im gloomy?
firstly im stress
secondly yuz bingit
sebab tk dpt jumpe shaf
:(
do you noe how much i miss you baby?
its only been a month and it felt like years u noe that?
and i just realised i didnt wish u for our two months anniversary
im so sorry sayang.
AYUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUNNNNN!
i miss you too sayang ;(
like hell.!
ok. lets not go the part where i can cry.
babes/dudes seriously....i got wacky friends.
hahah.
n im just lovin it.
parapapa im loving it! *wink
hahahaha
do a lil mc advertisement.
WOKAY!
TIME FOR WACKY CONVERSATIONS!!
Shaf: (focused putting dove hair conditioner on my hair)
Chia: Baby, that thing looks like sperm.
Shaf: what thing?
Chia: The conditioner thingy. IT LOOKS LIKE SPERM! omg, ur putting sperm all over ur hair! stop it! (stopping my hands)
Shaf: Chia stoppit.! Dont be such a baby, its just a conditioner....... =.=
Chia: NO ITS NOT! it looks like sperm..........there's a like 90% it is. ITS OBVIOUS! dont tell me ur dat horny dat u want to put sperm all over ur hair.
*AkirAndi&Zaiinyy laughlaugh
Shaf: (smile) yeahh. i think its sperm.!! OMG! CHIA ITS SPERM! come on! lick it! gay! *laughlaughlaugh (putting some dove conditioner on his hair)
Chia: EWWWWWW BABY! there's sperm on my hair....oh man....im a gay!
Shaf: =.=
chia! childish sia. ah beng kia!
lols.
i dunno wat to say no more.
OHYA!
cristiano querido?
are u ok??
don make me cry ok darling?
get well soon.
and....IF POSSIBLE....
be loyal to man u kk?
dont let other ppl say bad things bout u...
watever it is..im always by ur side.... =))

2008-07-12T23:21:00.000-07:00

YOW WASSUP BABY!
gosh, i miss this blog.
havent been updating. I KNOW!
either no time/no mood.
alot have happened lately.
and the most important thing is dat, I MISS MY HUSBAND, CRISTIANO DARRLING!
erm erm.
i got a veryfunny story here.
which i still remember now.
that happened like two das ago when i was with chia.
chia was at home with me.
usual stuffs, hangout, play laptop..chill.
we were eating rockmelon uh.
then chia was like taking out the seeds one by one.
n he was like so focused to it.
and a funny conversation happened.
kk, lets this be a script.
shaf: chia, wat r u exactly doing? (stared at him)
chia: im taking out seeds from this fruit...duhh (continues and do it damnn focusedly.)
shaf: there's thousands of it. u wont be able to finish it until next year.
chia: nvm. i'll wait. (show a cute face at me)
shaf: stop being so patheticlah. just eat the seeds.
chia: dun wan.
shaf: y?
chia: u've heard b4 dat some seeds if u bury it under the mud it will grow right?
shaf: yah. (confused face)
chia: yah....maybe this watermelon can grow in my body if i eat it. when u grow plants u need some water n sunlight...so...after my breakfast or lunch or dinner, i will drink..so thats the water...sometimes go walk2...got sun..im under the sunlight..so thats the sunlight....
shaf: wtf?!
chia: comeon baby. i dun wan to grow jack n the bean stalk in my body.!
shaf: chia stoppit siaaaaaaaaaa(take one rockmelon n sumbat in his mouth) shuddup n eat.
LOL!

and there was one time we lepak2 under this block uh.
then hs ex msged him.
andd... a stupid conversation started again.
chia: u noe wat my ex said?
shaf: wat?
chia: she said she broke with me bcos she had no more feelings for me.
shaf: .......(looked at his face) erm, evribody break bcos of dat. maybe...for some..i think..
akir: ah, dats all bullshit.
chia: ya i tink so too.
shaf: maybe wan broke with me bcos he found someone else and he have no more feelings for me. AND THAT IS NOT BULLSHIT.
chia: THAT STUPID WAN. he go for prostitutes only...not bcos he have no more feelings for u. ah,, ask him to fuck himself ah.! but stupid ah. i got feelings for akir, apai, rizal, nizam, eipul ,aan, hadyy, zack tu sumer...y i never stead with them?
akir; apai; nizam: huh??!!!
(the rest playing guitar sing2) haha
shaf: omg, thats totally diff case. thats ur friends..... dah citer lain syg oi..(totally diff story)
chia: but i love them so much! icannot bear to leave them.(hug akir n wants to kiss him)
akir: stop it sia chia! asal dgn kau?!!!!
chia: baby, i love you. lets be gay...lets have seex!
me and the rest cant stop laughing......akir was irritated.
out of no reason...
chia: i think when i want to get married, i want to marry at pluto.
everybody stared at him
chia: what?!! pluto so cold. i love cold. (drinking and suddenly shoots bits of ice at nizam who's playing guitar)
shaf: omg. stop. chia, gila!
nizam n chia played catching....
GOSH, CHIA SO LAME, CUTE N.....GILAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
i love him la weyy!.
miss cristiano still.
ohya.
i msged2 ayun though habbo right2...
then i talked to him about cristiano...
n he said: cristiano bad guy dier tk loyal to man u nti dier tk loyal to u too. hahaha
then i replied: asssss to the holee btol. ehem, EXCUSE ME~! its my husband ur talking about. hello. im hurt here! im his wife... so terase uh. hahahahaaaa
GOSH. MY HABBO BF TALKED BAD ABOUT MY HUSBAND. IM SO FCKING HURT. lol!
thats it uh.
tired siaaaaaaaaaa.
type long2.
lol!

2008-07-02T03:27:00.000-07:00

hello cristiano!
sorry baby if ive not been updating.
bad moments are over me n im depressing.
so i dont have the mood to update.
even my real diary i havent update.
all the hws that teachers gave i did not write.
n the next day i came to sch like an idiot nvr di any hw.
i am struck by bad luck since last 2 days ago......
GOSH, IM FREAKING SAD.
anytime i can cry.
and now, ive been cheated by love for like the 1000000000000 thousandth time.
seriously uh, if like u dont wanna love me at all.
JUST TELL.
i dont mind.
y must u like..."date" with me...
n make me hurt or most likely CHEATED after knowing u have somebody.
LOVE REALLY MAKES ME HATE MYSELF.
it makes me lost hope on life n love.
except for loving cristiano uh.
gosh, shaf seriously got to stop trusting ppl!

2008-06-29T04:12:00.000-07:00

alo meu amigo.
eu falhar voce assim muito!
erm hello peepos.
sorry for not been updating.
been sick for two weeks now.
my mom thought the prob maybe is bcos i play too much com.
so i was banned from playing it.
erm well.
just check check it out.
how my accs are.
my msn, habbo, friendster, tag n BLOG.
n recently,
there's a new prob..
this dirty whore, just came up to my blog n pretended to be dayang n fuck me off.
well, im not that pissed.
but who is she to call me sundal n use my frend's name?
well, if she have a life, she would use her name n just talk to me y she's not happy with me.
be a women for god's sake!
dont act like ur some kind of babboon at a roadside picked up by a fat manwho is willing to buy u for 50 cents..
if u want to talk cock, talk outside.
dont spam ppl's blog.
have some own life biitch.
i wont even buy u even though u sell urself for free.
=))

not schoolin again`

2008-06-25T02:15:00.000-07:00

HEYAW.
today no editted pics.
hahaha
dont have any more pics to edit.
=.=
but i did uppdate my songs at this blog.
at home alone. so boring...
mummy dont let me go out.
cos im sick.
n im not getting better.
my fever is getting higher!
assshooolleey.
currently doing my mt homework.
gosh, fazilah, pls just die.
i hate to c ur face.
go die ah die
>:l
y must u always ruin ppl's life.?
small2 dun wan die, old2 wasting ppl time.
haissssssssssssssssssssssssshhhhh!
erm yeah.
cristiano said,
going to real madrid is his dream.
n he really wants ton move on....
scolari, his portugal coach, will take over Chelsea.
sooo.both are like moving on to great opportunities.
GREAT OPPORTUNITIES?!
hell nooooooooo.
i love man u.
cristiano make me love man u more.
without him in man u who would i support?
rooney, nani, brown, scholes?
i dont give a damn about scolari actually.
cristiano is the one i give a damn.
but it's his dream, no one can force him.
haizzzzzzzzzz.
cristiano baby, give it a 2nd thought.
man u is nothing without u.
they only can depend on rooney, nani, tevez.
baby, ur man u's only hopes n dreams.
think twice k babe?
&&&,
rooney's big day is a drastic!
when his getting married it rains!
xDD
lol. poor rooney.
his fiancee was like wearing soo fine.
and bcause of the rain, her gown was like wet.
hahaaaa.
but i think he carried on.
should be uh.
&&
MARIAH CAREY IS MARRIED TO NICK CANNON!
nick cannon!
the small boy.
i think he's like 10 yrs younger.
HOW CAN HE BE MARRIED TO HER?!
mariah carey said he gave a 17 carat ring to her.
JUST BCOS OF DAT?!
ok ah.
theres a point.
17 carat ring.
hahahah.
hermmmmmmmmm.
still supportin man u even though no more cristiano.
n still supportin my husband even though he is at madrid.
;))

no sch

2008-06-24T07:10:00.000-07:00

editted pics for todayy.

i dunno y, but i hobby now is editting pics. xDD

lol.

today and tmrw nvr school.

stuupid doctor say i have to rest cos i got an infection on my throat

and maybe..it takes time to settle down.

just got back frm work.

aftr went to doctor, mom ask me to follow her go canteen.

did some work there even though im sick.

got profit, $10.

good enough uh then get nothing right?

now, just feeling tired.

erm.......

long time nvr cam whore xDD

no pics to edit.

so borrrrrrrrriiiiiinnnnnnnnnnggg!

school reopens. f it.

2008-06-23T04:55:00.001-07:00

these are the today pictures ive editted.

comment about them kk?

xDDD
take a long time to take this.

but im quite happy with it :))

school reopens.

and it sucks.

thats all

haha

byeeeeeeeeeeeee

editted pics.

2008-06-22T01:44:00.000-07:00

this are the pics that i editted throughout the day.
give me some comments.
its my hard own work
xDDD
nothing happened much.
usual stuffs, conflicts.
still sick! now, its like 5 days n still havent gone.
woke up in the morning.
did not want to follow mum
but was forced to.
imagine uh, im sick n no one at home to take care of me.
might as well i follow,
my mom got crazy upon getting this phone
cmon man!
wats the big thing about this free handphone?
im the unluckiest one.
always kena scold.
cry also cannot, kena scold.
wtf.
go there, no use.
the free handphone was actually nokia phone which was like sooo budget.
wasted all my tears n time =.='''
seriously, if u hate me, just tell me.
cos i will try pretend i dont exist in ur life.
cos there's no use.
if u hate me, y do u even bother to carry on a relationship with me?
since u noe that u have a grudge upon me.
n there's no chemistry.
i dont mind.
not having frends, im usual to it.
bcos this is life.
life have to accept things that arent meant to be.
=)))
its all common sense.

2008-06-21T08:02:00.000-07:00

this is basically what we do there.

my cuzin bro, ashraf made a song, and he sang.

just watch ah. xDD

tell me a name

2008-06-21T07:48:00.000-07:00

i took this when i was at my grandma house.

we are having a death anniversary ceremony.

and per usual, the teenagers hangout at my cuzzie's room jamming.

except for my cuzin brother who is NOT a TEENAGER and getting married soon.

he is basically the cnter of attraction.

we were talking about a band , whatever garden..(forgot the name)

then he said that he noes, seoul garden

hahahah xDDDD

he said one of that band song was, tell me my name eh?

haha, i forgot ah.

but its like damnn funny!

it was a song he made by himself,

and his said that this particular guy's father's wife was pregnant.

and she just gave birth

so she need a name for her baby

his 2nd verse was tell me my name tell me my name

everything was tell me my name!

hahahaha

(sorry if not clear)

bbq.

2008-06-19T22:31:00.000-07:00

ola ola ola!
cristiano, i noe u miss me.
i miss u too baby.
xDD
erm erm, yesterday went to class gathering.
erm quite fun uh
but not alot of ppl came.
dayang me hidayu was like crazy.
those who never came, really2 miss out the fun
we walk at the sea....
went up the rocks.
suddenly my leg n hidayu's leg blood.
quite painful actually. hahaa
qi cong wore like a matrep
skinny and no shirt.
then jiwang2 play guitar..
then my family came
sat for awhile then go..
we played bike.
n we really lost weight cos the place to rent the bikes are daaaaaaaaammmnn far then our pits.
at night, hidayu n i tried to bbq.
theres no fire.
so, when we use paper plate to make fire we are soooooooo happy.
hahaha
we jump for joyyy.
i and dayang danced.
we made a new way to shuffle
since shuffling is now trend..
i changed my shorts IN PUBLIC.
bcos the toilet is like way too far.
there is not much ppl anyway..
xDDD
how pathetic i am.
aroud 10+ dayang's dad took us home..........
ahmad wanted to take me home but i insist not to.
:))
then got home, need to listen to dramas again!
GOSSH!
my life so full of dramas.
so bingit with all this conflicts.
it will never ends.
NEVER!
wish like running away from home!
arrrrrrrrrrrrrgggghhh!
wish i was never born.
>;|

2008-06-17T08:37:00.000-07:00

yesterday n today alot of crying..
yesterday bcos of my father's operation and..
he had to stay in the hospital.
nvr gone through this....
so i cried.
kept remembering the good times we've been through.
and...
today..
the worst news ever
my ayun❤ is going to leave me for 6 months!
6 MONTHS!!!!
not 6 days...
he said, he could not bare to let me go.....
bcos, he noe my type.
2 days jer, im missing him..
how about 6 months.
he's going through o levels.
so he cant online........
;(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
gosh, i cried ike hell.
i love him like hell sia.
even though his just my bf in habbo.
he wanted to break.
with an unwilling heart
bcos he wanted the best for me.
he dont want me to be lonely.
but, I DONT WANT.
i wanted him to still be mine...
then,we did not break.
i told him.
watever it is; i still wants him.
no one else.
we spent the last night talking
;(
haiz.
how could he do this to me.
i love him so muchh
;(
u can read, but u dunno wat state i am in.
life, why are u like this?
y bad news keep coming?
baby ayun, i love you.
i swear i do.
those msgs will keep coming.
to let my missing off ya.
BABY, I CANT STOP CRYING.
i need you.
haaaaaaaaaaaiiizzzzzzzzzzzz
babe, dont ever leave me.
*muahcks................................................

2008-06-15T05:49:00.000-07:00

i wanna wish..
happy birthday Khairul sayang..
i will forever love you even though im not you girlfriend.
good luck with you school work k sayang?
n...
happy fathers day Baba & Papa.
i hope u like my watch baba
n the pic of me n abg in dat touching frame papa...
went to johor just now...
to celebrate father's day with baba.
ate at season's.
bro so pissed off when he food was so late...
but when we asked one of the server she said that there is no more sirloin steak that bro wanted.
bro lost appetite and chose not to eat.
shopped at City Square.
bought a short n a hoodie cardigan..
while shopping all the malaysians were looking at me as if i did something wrong.
uh, who cares.
just got home now n onlined.
wanting my mangkok to online but he did not..
so now...just waiting...
lol.
my life full of boredom siaaaaaaaaaaa.
for wat u want to hear from me.
basically, im just eager about the class gathering.
&&&,
tmrw my baba need to operate...
and should be staying at the hospital around two nights or one...
so scared......
in my lifetime, neither of my family members had to sat overnight in hospital.
OI MANGKOK! online siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
;D
thats it for today.
enjoy ur life not like mine...

missing

2008-06-13T22:34:00.000-07:00

missing my KHAI.
you are mine FOREVER.
I DONT CARE. I DONT CARE. I DONT CARE. I DONT CARE.

shaf sicky

2008-06-13T21:08:00.000-07:00

OLA.
shaf today sicky.
not just any sick.
I GOT THE PACKAGE KIND OF SICKNESS!!
all around together.
i have fever
cold
stomach cramps
cough.
OMG.
that 'package' so succkkkss!
yesterday cant sleep.
dunno y.
maybe just some symptom of my sickness.
pissed off with khai.
said he loves me.
im the only girl in his life.
to hell with him.
went to his friendster.
and saw alot of girls.
im not jealous bcos he got alot of girlsfriends or something.
im just pissed that he lied to me.
when i smsed him, he said...
the added me, so i add them.
wat kind of fcuking reason is dat.
he said, i got alot of boifrends too.
everytime go out with my boyfriends lah.
but when he wants to meet me i always give reasons.
OKOK.
im sorry.
i admit it.
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
but u lied to me.
then u ask ur frend to pujok me.
but i wanted u.
i told him i want to leave u.
but he said ur sad.
am i suppose to believe that again?!
erm...............
wear pink transparent cutex onmy right hand.
LOL.
for fun.
then play habbo.
MY LIFE FULL OF BOREDOM.
;D
and dillemas n dramas n depressions.
haizzzz.
this is wat u call shaf.

we had fun

2008-06-12T05:46:00.000-07:00

ola amigo. sorry, too pissed off that i forget to update wat happen just now. ermerm, me emelda n hidayu went to Dayang's place. OMG. let me tell u, hidayu was sooooooooo noisy! i cant stand her. she kept talking and talking and talking and she looove to scold emelda ;D i pitied emelda.
Dayang wanted to cook fried rice but suddenly her gas something wrong. we made milo as we SAT AT HER KITCHEN like there's some meeting, laughed and joked. then watch sundel bolong and miss swan. miss swan was sooooo funny! i like her voice! LoL. wanted to watch the thirteenth ghost but it is eating too much of our time. then we fried some japanese chicken and fries and we ate bcos we're so hungry. felt like killing emelda cos she keep repeating she's fat! she's not actually but she just cant see that! then while watching sundel bolong we paused as emelda wanted to wear cutex, then we all were like on bed wearing cutex. and dayang wore pink cutex on my right hand ang a skin tone colour on the other hand. even though its odd that both hands diff colours, i like it alooooooooot cos i think it look good on my nail. THANKS DAYANG. it was like a sleepover party at Dayang's room! then continued watching sundel bolong. and theeeen mummy called. i never ans. so i asked them to be fast and we played OldMaid together! IT WAS SOOOOOO FUN. Hidayu and Dayang sometimes cant sweep the smile on their face when they got the Old Maid and make us noe they had that Old Maid those who loose will have to forfeit which is putting powder on their face. first2, it was emelda, she got it two times! and Dayang really put that powder on her face. Dayang was all hyper. then it was hidayu, then Dayang and lastly me! i barely loose. to make it fair, at the end of the game i told them to do my face even though im the last one standing(u noe wat i mean right)..dayang was all harsh! emelda get it all from her and Hidayu was asking me to open my face...but it was fun! then went to bpp to buy for for my mom. Emelda was all crazy and i felt like putting babi ponteh in her mouth. LOLs. erm miss Khai..his pp8 had gone low.. ;((
even though i havent accepted his 'offer' to patch him bck...
ermm..i still love him though...
3 more days to his bdae.
Happy 2 days advance bdae syg!
lol
dont be too hyper bout it shaf!
Khai, imy,isy,ind,iwy,ily..
;)

madness

2008-06-12T02:25:00.001-07:00

just want to share something with u guys.
erm this is last year.
hari raya...
i noe its like waaaaaaaaaaaaay long ago.
but just wanna share with u.
enjoy!
~Hari Raya Madness.
(see how my abg sedare, ashri spoils the clip)
IM THE CAMERAMAN!

wtf.stuupid aunts.

2008-06-12T01:42:00.000-07:00

okk.
this is basically for my aunties from my father side who dont noe how to respect ppl having a hard life.
erm, i dunno y im so mad right now but im just gonna say it.
firstly, why do u give a damn whether we have money or not?!
U BORROWED US MONEY N NEVER RETURN N WE NVR ASKED BCK,
y must u talk so much?
MIND UR OWN BUSINESS ARH!
my father is going to operate n my mom is finding money for his deposit which is $300.
u think $300 is easy to get ah?
FCUK OFF LA SIAL.
u borrow us money just to go to China.
my father, stupid some more give.
pay back ah.
u want my father die izzit then u give?!
dont talk much ah!
U NEVER HELP THEN WANT TO TALK LIKE DAT TO MY MOM?!
u who?
assssss.
if u want to talk so much pay our money bck and give $300 for my father operation ah.
u never help us then shut up ah
dont talk much
y must u talk bad about my mom n me n my bro.
u think u who?
even though u r my aunt.
u have every rights to shut up ass.
even though my mom agent doesnt mean she have alot of money la deyy!
still can say, "kak tie, i thought u agent, y always wear same clothes?"
BIG FCUK AH MY MOM ALWAYS WEAR SAME CLOTHES.
tk menyusahkan kau per.
kau kesiankan sngt belikan mak aku baju ar sia.
jgn bnyk bbual.
BINGIT SIAK.
btw, mak aku kerje agent PART TIME LAH. kau ingt senang per.
kaninabaebuchibai
still can blame me, my mom n my bro for spending all my father's money?
U GOT PROOF WAT WE USE ALL HIS MONEY?
he is our dad n my mom's husband wat
its his job to give us money.
y would he be called "father" or "husband" then?
USE BRAIN AH SIA?!
u ah no money dont act like got so much money!
i can c a big hole at ur pocket ah.
want to act rich izzit?!
U HAVENT NOE WATS LIFE BEING HARD IZZIT?!
wan me to show u izzit?!
FCUK, my aunties are speaking too much!.
GO GET A LIFE AH.
CARIK HIDUP SIAL SUNDALANS.
SEBAGAI ADIK2 BAPAK AKU, TOLONG BPK AKU DGN DUIT OPERATION DIER!
bkn pinjam atau bbual kurang ajar BODOH!
freak.

bestfriends

2008-06-10T01:44:00.000-07:00

YOHA AMIGOS.
this is a quick shoutout to my friends.
bestest friends i ever had.
ermm.
i missing u guys right now.
yesterday, i like suddenly have a flashback.
about us, good times.
erm, dunno y, i cried!
lol
this proves how i miss u all like damnn.
maybe we are fated to be together?
yeah, i think soo.
just wanna say,
no matter how harsh i am.
how mean i am.
how sensitive i am.
how emo or jiwang i am
how ppl are better then me.
i've always treasured u guys more than anything, more then my family, more then my bf.
bcos, for me, without u guys, im just nothing.
we may have bad times, but let me tell u,
our good times are waaaaaaaaaaay more then our bad times.
even though im weak at some places.
even though some of u never accpt me as who i am.
i believe that im always in ur heart, and ur always in mine.
bestfriends, thanks for being my bestestfriends..
thanks for being the bestfriends i've always wanted.
thanks for showing me who i really am.
that some things, i just nid to go through even though i cant,
thanks for being there for me when i needed u.
thanks for everything...
bestfriends, i love u.
maybe, for some of u, this is just nothing..
but its from the bottom of my heart n truthfully, im crying now just bcos i miss u guys.
tc u all.
shaf will always love u n be there for u.
;))
i hope this touches ur heart!

2008-06-06T08:58:00.000-07:00

JIWON♥♥♥♥♥♥!!

shaf loves u baby!

he's sometimes cute, sometimes not.

lol

but its true!!

kk bck..

YOHA PEEPOS.

shaf is back in action.

and she misses her friends like damnn.

and and and IM SICK!

argh, i hate it when im sick...

no energy to shopping..

more appetite to eat(when im sick, i like to eat. LoL)
and sometimes crazy, sometimes angry.

ermm,

dunno wat to say.........

i'm kind of fcuked up with idris.

cos he kept repeating to me that i love him at habbo.

n i was sooo irritated.

thanked god i fooled him about my blog.

i told him ive changed the url and gave him that url.

he believed me!

khai asked me patched n havent game him the ans yet cos no mood...

I JUST CANT WAIT FOR THE CLASS GATHERING!!!!!!!!

i miss ya peepos. n love ya too♥♥♥!

byebye tc

seung gi syg

2008-06-02T07:18:00.000-07:00

his hair very the cute cute after wake up!

LOL

seung gi, i love you.

2008-06-02T07:15:00.001-07:00

there's more uh...

but lazy to upload...

I WILL UPLOAD HIS VID.

to let u noe..

how i met him...

ehem... ;))

2008-06-02T07:08:00.000-07:00

THIS IS....

lee seung gi!!!!

currently 21 now...

but who cares?!

as long as i love him..

hahahah

met him at...(ehem mcm btol..)

KBS(korean channel)

erm...when there was a game show called, "2 days 1 night"

HE SO CUTE!

i'll upload more pics bout him...

2008-05-31T07:43:00.000-07:00

YOHA!
im so damnn missing ppl.
i dunno y.
erm, i needed this holiday.
but..now. i dont think so.
how i wish...
school starts at 11 or 12..
then go skool talk2 hangout2 loiter with them..
play games....NO STUDYING
WOW! so fun.
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
fairy godmother, where are you?
;D
now night-posting
LOLS
so darrnn bored dunno wat to do.
n ppl say that journal is always ur best friend as u can share ur feelings with it.
im guess its true.
n it really worked on dayang
im so happy for her to have a dream about one of superjunior's guy.
its really a miracle for her.
how i wish cristiano come into my dreams everyday
haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiizzzzzzzzz
nvm..
as long as i know, by my heart, i always love him.
now, my life...quite happy.
no more ppl disturbing...
if there is also i dun mind
hahaha
bcos im too happy to be distracted by those fools.
yipeeeeeeeeeeeee.
hope he was the love of my life.
kk.
i dun wan to go there.
ermmmmmmmmmm.
I CANT WAIT FOR THE CLASS GATHERING LUHH!
serious.
i wanna enjoy with my friends.
k la.
i tired
byebye.
;))

idris.

2008-05-28T01:50:00.000-07:00

YOHA!
u noe wat?
stress days are coming bck!
!@#$%^&*#$%^
haizzzz.
y cant just ppl c me happy?
new guy recently came up in my life.
name; idris.
my friend in real life n a bf in habbo.
wanted to keep this frm my friends but they just new it.
HAIZZZZZZZZ.
idris,
y must u make my life worst?
dont like this ah eh pls.
i noe how u felt.
its exactly how i felt towards yuzrin too.
haizzzz. ;(
nvmnvm
lek shaf lek.
hrmmmmmmmmm.
today nvr go skool.
my mom said had to work.
at last, we did not...
we went shopping at lot 1...
waste my time...
if not can go dayang house..
but she' s my mom..
cannot do anything..
went home..
played habbo.
quite sad.
idris dun wanna talk to me cos he said i dont love him
can mad sia.
then he said y i can cry for yuzrin but not him.
like freak right?
haizzz.
watever luhh
CANT WAIT TO GO TO DAYANG HOUSE TMRW
;)))))!
haha
*still sad uhs.

emelda...

2008-05-27T00:52:00.000-07:00

erm yeah...
forget to tell u...
yesterday when to dayang house.
and met a new friend named emelda.
*she was soooooooooooo lawah siak!
LoL.
i hope she reads this.
we played badminton, watch scary movies..
n my mom had to ruin it all.
i had to go home..
n hidayu n dayang n emelda sent me.
THANKS YA U GUYS!
;)

moody

2008-05-26T23:41:00.000-07:00

my husband singing.
cute lah eh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
enjoyy.
husband, i miss u voce!
;((

ypo peeeeeeeeeeepx

2008-05-26T23:33:00.000-07:00

YOYOYO ppl!
wassup yaw.
finally, im updating...
ermermerm...
finally noot soo streeesss.
almost forgetten about the prob.
found a new one ;D
ilyb.
just now...
go for stuupid science....
we came late but it still ends at 10! LOL
;))))))
i ate my mcgriddles breakfast...
nvr eat b4 so i wanna try...
then go dayang house...
watch 'pochong'...
n it was so fun as...all the gfies was there.
except for emelda..
=.=
emelda, u said u would go!
ok nvm....
i was all mad.
i danced like theres no tmrw...!
hahaaaa.
soooooooooooo fun la deyys!
now, im at my house...
updating...
alone......
-_-'''
suddenly, i thought of mongana.
hahahahhaha
kk ;X
cos i can stop thinking bout u boyyy....
LoL.
b,ily!
kk done done. enough2.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

2008-05-25T02:24:00.000-07:00

Luahan hati
pertama kali ku dengar suaramu..
sayunya hatiku merindui dirimu..
walaupun belum kite bersua muka..
namun aku tetap jatuh cinta..

pertama kali ku bertemu denganmu..
hatiku terpaut melihat senyumanmu..
aku mengharap engkau menerimaku..
kerna aku bersedia menyintaimu...

akan ku renang lautan yg berapi..
membuktikan kehebatannya cinta ini..
tetapi jikalau kau meninggalkan aku..
terhiris hati ini..terguris jiwa ini..
menangis dan berlagu...
oooohhhh...

biarpun ombak yg berubah pantai..
kasihku tkkn hancur berderai..
biarpun hari berganti hari..
dirimu tetapku nnti..
ooohhhhhhh...

sayangku pimpinkan tgnku..
menuju mahligai bahgia...
kita bersama nikmati kisah cinta...
hidup bagaikan di syurga..
oooohhh kasih...

akan ku renang lautan yg berapi..
membuktikan kehebatannya cinta ini..
tetapi jikalau kau meninggalkan aku..
terhiris hati ini..
terguris jiwa ini..
menangis dan berlagu...

biarpun ombak yg berubah pantai..
kasihku tkkn hancur berderai..
biarpun hari berganti hari..
dirimu tetapku nnti..

sayangku pimpinkan tgnku..
menuju mahligai bahgia..
kita bersama nikmati kisah cinta...
hidup bagaikan di syurga..ooooohhh kasih..

ive nothing to update...so i updated this.
malays, enjoy!
;)
this song, deeeeeeeeeep impact on my life.

2008-05-19T05:43:00.000-07:00

my new boifrend..

amaciam?!

cute tk?

LoL.

GO TEUKU GO! GO TEUKU GO!

2008-05-19T01:18:00.000-07:00

yuzrin,yuzrin,yuzrin.
yeah ur right.
all i damn care is him.
cos his the only reason why im happy.
N PPL.
im mean.
i hurt other ppl's feeling.
even i noe that it was just a fake deal
i dunno y it became a big thing now.
im mean u noe.
N I DONT CARE ABOUT OTHER PPL; I JUST CARE BOUT YUZRIN.
i dunno y all this days ive been caring about ppl
n finally!
someone told me its wrong just bcos i cared bout yuzrin!
LoL
uve should've told me earlier! if i would have known!;
i would have not cared.
so its such a waste of time.
now that im, MEAN.
and put bad things bout me on ur blog.
TELL PPL IM MEAN.
tell ppl i just dont damn care.
TELL PPL IM A BITCH!

baby, ily

2008-05-15T04:35:00.000-07:00

HAPPIEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE!
maybe not the happiest night of my life uh.
ah, who cares.
YUZRIN! aku sayang kau siak!
even though ur not like my real bf or watever,
u've treated me n spoke to me like im ur real one.
LoL
sentimental ehk..
haha
nvm
let me get on with it.
cos im happy as i never be.
today,
me n hidayu
like hangout2 until 7 like dat
aftr skool we go my house.
to check if my dear yuzrin online..
then at 4 we went to buy my mom things.
she told me to and its a usual thing n hidayu is normal with it as she always follows.
then buy food cos both of us damn hungry
we eat like nvr eat b4 cos hungry.
buy bbuble tea laah.
hen i slept for atleast how many mins only.
then hidayu was watching her "potrait of home" or watever it is....
then i sent her home.
n my hair was all crazy
n u noe wat?
when i came home..
when i was at the lift
there was this one family.
u noe right i told u my hair like crazy
when i get on the lift the little kid said to her mummy in chi "look at that"
then her mummy was like "look at what"
then she point at me say i crazy.
stupid mother fucker.
u think i dunno chi izit
then the mummy n the two bastard kids laugh at me
so wat if im crazy?
ass hole.!
argh!
but nvm
when i got home,
it was my happiest night
YUZRIN REPLIED!
that means, for a moment when i was with hidayu he onlined
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
so happy sia.
i send him "love msgs"
telling him how much im afraid to lose him...how much i love him
woaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh
shaf very lovey dovey!
hahahahah
well, not all men/boys make me feel so that in love
the most touching thing he said was..
"i will never like anyone else, if u were not that "someone" i loved. i wil not be with you...saya sayang awak!(i love you)"
TOUCHING RIGHT?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMGOMGOMG
ok, u might think im crazy
but u ask dayang n hidayu
ive been waiting for like 2 days sia for him to online or riply!
N FINALLY HE DID.
so it was like
arghhhhhhhh
hard to say.
YUZRIN, I LOVE YOU TO DEATH. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
;(

2008-05-13T03:55:00.000-07:00

THERE,
hello fake bf!
i love you
infact no.
even if i play scandal.
i dont care if ur hurt
but i need to care bcos of ur sister!
LOL
okok
ur hot n cute
but mine better
;))
PANTATA!
hahaha
(i like the first pic)

ASFASDDA

2008-05-13T02:52:00.000-07:00

i dunno y.
but...
IM DAMN SAD..
doesn't involve the babes of my life. and..HIDAYU!
read hidayu, its not bcos of u.
and dayang and ika n rizal n katak n jiji n apit n hady n alfa n so many moore
AND ACTUALLY
hidayu noes why.
and the craziest thing happen to me
i started to act crazy....
so that i can loose my tension..
i danced n danced n danced like there's no tmrw...
i just dun wan to be more sad.
n hidayu was like scolding me to SMILE.
im trying HARD ok babe?
lol
and hidayu send me my fake bf pics.
some of it was like hot..n some..his face like tanned sia!
lol
n hidayu so bad say amie not handsome
ok ah fine his not.
BUT HIS UR BRO!
OMG. so bad.
ahhh. trying to keep this thing of my mind but i cant.
trying...
trying...
IKA, I DUN WAN MY BLOG TO BE SENTIMENTAL ALSO BUT IT JUST HAPPENED....
lol
ermermerm
when im bathing i dance
reggaeton songs and some trance
ehem2
hahaha
then get out dance again
*of course everything with clothes ah...;D
ok fine
i noe a way to make me happy.
kk wait
just now at class right very the fun
lol
*but without ika it is still not that 100% fun ok ika?
DAYANG WAS LIKE...
whoaaaaa i tell u
buay thn leh!
like mad siak i sit bside her.
but its okay
i'm lovin it!
haha
hidayu...
wat can i say
i just love her.
hahaha
kk
now
for the mad part,
u wanna noe something?
DAYANG IS THE MOST FAMOUS CHEF TO COOK (ONLY MAGGIE CURRY WITH KICAP LAH DEYY!)
hahahahah
IKA IS THE MOST FAMOUS CHEF TO COOK (ONLY MAGGIE MEE SOTO W/O EGG FOR HERSELF!)
HIDAYU IS THE MOST FAMOUS CHEF TO COOK WATER. ;D
i not famous at all cos i noe nothing. believe me.
haha
kk.
how to cook maggie with kicap?
just cook the maggi then put kicap lah!
haiyoyo
dat one olso dunno
stupid.
maggie mee soto w/o egg?
just cook the maggie dont pug egg......DUH!
cook water?
oh, this one very hard.
nak tahu lebih silakan telefon 014- tekan2 tk dpt!
hahahahahaha
;D
thats it.
im happy now.
but i will still remember u boy.
;(

my all

2008-05-13T01:47:00.000-07:00

I am thinking of you
In my sleepless solitude tonight
If it's wrong to love you
Then my heart just won't let me be right
'Cause I've drowned in you
And I won't pull through
Without you by my side

I'd give my all
To have just one more night with you
I'd risk my life
To feel your body next to mine
'Cause I can't go on
Living in the memory of our song
I'd give my all
For your love tonight

Baby, can you feel me
Imagining I'm looking in your eyes
I can see you clearly
Vividly emblazoned in my mind
And yet you're so far
Like a distant star
I'm wishing on tonight

I'd give my all
To have just one more night with you
I'd risk my life
To feel your body next to mine
'Cause I can't go on
Living in the memory of our song
I'd give my all
For your love tonight

I'd give my all
To have just one more night with you
I'd risk my life
To feel your body next to mine
'Cause I can't go on
Living in the memory of our song
I'd give my all
For your love tonight
Give my all for your love
Tonight

ajed

2008-05-11T03:19:00.000-07:00

face it shaf, everybody hates you.
you're UNPOPULAR idiot.

J.A.R.S

2008-05-05T00:51:00.000-07:00

did a new group recently.
since last fri i think.
J.A.R.S
stands for
J=JIJI
A=APIT
R=RIZAL(mylovemylovemylovemylove!)
S=SHAF(memememememe!)
hahaha.
first i talk about JIJI lah ehs.
full name=azizie
age=17(older than me but i just dont damn care.! :P)
know her by hady. hady cuzzie.
currently in a relationshop with apit.
APIT.
full name= apie'eh(its pronounced as APIE'EEEEEEEE haha but call him katakcos he voice like katek!)
age=24(he abg2 ah him. dont care ah. katak.!)
get to know him at causeway point. and he was also hady's friend(hady got a lot of members ah.buey tahan!)
currently in a relationship with jiji.
RIZAL.
full name= sharizal....
age=18
get to know him by apit....his apit lil bro.
he soooooooooo cute.
not that handsome but for sure cuute!
voice.....like...so nice. nicer than his abg! lol.
CURRENTLY MINE!
we've stead for like 6 days now..and still counting...
jiji n apit, same. stead at the same time as us. haha.
but the first one who wanted to stead2 all this..
the mastermind= apit.
apit shiok at jiji.
jiji actually ah shiok at rizal..
i shiok at wan(apit frend)..hahaha
but it came out to be like this.
but seriously i damnnnnnnnnnn love u ah rizal.
lol.
dont be mistaken.
and and!
JIJI!
jgn ambik matair org
kau nyer tu katak
buat hal katak lah eh
haahahaha
sis! i love u lah giler! hahaha
rizalrizalrizalrizal i dunno y, i just like dammmmmmmmmmmnnnnnnnnn madly in love with u! ahahha
katak!
i loove u as my abg!
jiji jealous i with u rapat gilerrrr
hahaha
ji leks eh?
dier matair kau per.
BUT BUT BUT
WHATEVER IT IS;
i still love my bestfriends.
will never forget them wokeh?
loveyaloveyaloveyaloveya
thats all i have to say.
i would have wanted to show u rizal n katak's vid. but rizal dont let. haha sorri

ikfda

2008-05-04T01:12:00.000-07:00

dunno why,
kept saying to myself.
"shaf nvm, this life will be over any day. u r going to meet ALLAH s.w.t soon"
yeah i bet it won't.
just hope time will pass by.
as fast as it can.
cos i noe..
there's no use to live.
and is wrong to kill myself.
so i just wait.
for "that time" to come...
u noe wat,
i've once dreamt...
that when i was sleeping...
someone killed me.
and my family and friends were happy about it.
my funeral wasnt a good one.
cos they just dont care.
and i noe they wont..
no one will come.
not even my bestest friend.
my grave?
its a baaaaaad one.
everyone have a normal grave.
mine? dirty.
but i didn't noe that angels will come.
after i died.
a guy, a handsome one wearing a white shirt., came to take me.
where?
i dunno..
but i knew he took me.
and we was just flying.
flying like a bird.
maybe more than that.
because we are flying so high....
its like higher than the universe.
i thought that day wont come.
but it came, into my dreams.
we reached a place.
i dunno where izit.
but...
it looks like heaven.
bcos it was cold inside.
i dunno y, i took out my shoes and walk on the marble floor.
it feels so great.
when u look up.
all u can c is clouds...
clouds that is blue as it can be...
then everybody in there..
was like god damn preety and handsome..
i dunno y..
but it just happened.
the girls was like saying hi n wanted to make frends with me..
the guys was like...
giving me what i wanted in real life.
things that i nvr got when i was still living....
i was like so happy.
i cried..
but good things will have to end.
my mo waked me up.
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it was soo good. that she had to wake me up.
i just wish.
that this dream will come again
atleast once more.
oh god, pls.
even if it doesnt happens in the real life.
i wish it will in my dreams.
thats my only wish.

tango

2008-05-02T21:10:00.000-07:00

this one also my fave! TAKE THE LEAD MOVIE...
I LIKE THE PART WHEN MY DANTE BASCO SAID "WHAAAT!"
HAHAHAH.
eh watch ah. got my bf inside.

walk it out

2008-05-02T21:07:00.000-07:00

A VIDEO FRM STOMP THE YARD..
I LIKE THIS ONE.
CHECK CHECK IT OUT MAN.

drgdsg

2008-05-02T20:40:00.000-07:00

channing tatum from step up and step up 2 (i cannot take tis one..his ika's)

DANTE BASCO! from take the lead. hisminehisminehismine

COLUMBUS SHORT!!! from stomp the yard. myonemyonemyone!
he's body hothothot! lol

hey watsup!
haha
i damn damn damn damn damn love dance movies!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhh!
e.g. step up, step up 2, take the lead, stomp the yard...
i wish i can marry them uh.
well. today not alot happen ah.
i fought with khai AGAIN.
just bcos....i never sms him but sms hadyy...
ok watever.

yeah ur right,

2008-05-02T00:06:00.000-07:00

hey there!
ur right...
every god damn word...
u should just say;
"shaf ur an ass hole. "
to me.
and tell everyone else.
i dont damn care.
in fact, i just sweared.
swear to someone who i dont really want to swear with.
but she just took it, so what can i say right?
i sweared.
that this thing enough for me.
i cant take it no more.
i sweared tat im not gonna talk to anyone animore.
becos im damn too jiwang, emo everything.
yeah i noe.
so better stop talking then ppl say things bout u huh?
soooo. im not talking.
not even my best friend...
dont believe ask her.
and to classmates or schoolmates whatever.
nowadays, im not going to school.
when there's something important then i go ok?
its useless going to school when ur not gonna tok.
AND REMEMBER
*IM EMO, JIWANG everyhting.
cry shaf cry! shaf u emo wat, CRY!

2008-04-30T09:08:00.000-07:00

TO MALAY PPL ONLY.
sorry, im not being racist..
im just in the mood of jiwang ;)
ive changed AGAIN the lyrics.
its to someone who loves, cares n always be there for me when i nid him
baby, i noe we're not like attached.
but its true, i love you every god damn sec passed.
ur just my life.
thanks for taking care of me when im hurt...
and to rizal!
i love you like hell baby!
lovesharizallovesharizal! <333333333333333333333333333333333

memang khilafku lyrics:

Memang khilafku..menyayangimu..
memang khilafku..mencintaimu..
tapi ku tahu semua itu..tak akan kembali lagi..

Bukan ku pinta segunung janji...
tidak ku harap sinaran ini..
cuma ku ingin..
setulus kasih..
kasih yang kekal selamanya..

(ChOrUs)
Oh..Oh sharizal..
senyum mu..
enggan pergi..tawarmu..mengiringi..
wajahmu ku terbayang..
hadirmu dalam mimpi..
seumpama bidadari..
potrait mu ku tatapi..
mengharap kau kembali..

Memang ku rindu..
saat bersamamu..
memang tk mampu..
melupakan mu..
tapi ku tahu semua itu..
tak akan kembali lagi..

Selamat tinggal pada kenangan..
selamat tinggal pada igauan...
terima kasih..
aku ucapkan..
untuk percintaan ini.

never felt so devestated.

2008-04-26T08:07:00.000-07:00

MY BEST FRIEND IN AUST CARMEN AND ALEX.thx for the healing of pain.

its true..

its waaaaaaaaaaaaay true. ;((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

haizzzz.

NEVER FELT SO DEVESTATE B4 siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

i felt unworthy, unwanted..everything.

i'm a punching bag.

which everyone saw at a path,
and punch any way they could.

to let our thier sorrows..

and use me.
ME.

the one who felt the pain.

not them.

why dont they just kill me instead.

i noe im nothing.

N.O.T.H.I.N.G

and someone who u may not love.

just bcos she's not the perfect one.

from the outside, she's happy.

but the inside, she's hurt.

baby, i noe u cared.

but, its just me.

and i dont wanna hurt u more when ur sick at hospital.

comeon yeah, kill me. ;X

tattoo

2008-04-23T06:33:00.000-07:00

this is for u baby.
i hope this SJ tattoo will mean alot to u.
;));

so saaaaaaaaaaaaad!

2008-04-23T06:05:00.000-07:00

i wanna be her
im ur runaway bride babe!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh!
so sad siaaaaahs.
;((((((((
its like o.o.n.r
the best day of my life bcome the worst.
whywhywhy?
why don't u sms.
freakfreakfreak.
damn, this makes me hate myself siak.
3 bad news.
1st...my dad had an operation but he's fine now...so the bad news not so bad ah...
2nd...khaifreak nvr sms me...
3rd...my babe! jerry had an accident! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
;((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
babe! y do u do tis to me!
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
nvm, as long his alive, im happy.
damn, im mean.
i should be worry!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
y bad things keep happening to me!
damn its such a break down.
bye cristiano.
ur my only hope

my music lyric

2008-04-23T05:59:00.000-07:00

I SWEAR LYRICS

I swear by the moon and the stars in the sky
and I swear like the shadow that's by your side

I see the questions in your eyes
I know what's weighing on your mind
You can be sure I know my part
Cause I stand beside you through the years
You'll only cry those happy tears
And though I make mistakes
I'll never break your heart

Chorus
And I swear by the moon
And the stars in the sky I'll be there
I swear like the shadow that's by your side I'll be there
For better or worse
Till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear

I'll give you every thing I can
I'll build your dreams with these two hands
We'll hang some memories on the wall
And when (and when) just the two of us are there
You won't have to ask if I still care
Cause as the time turns the page
My love won't age at all

And I swear (I swear) by the moon
And the stars in the sky I'll be there (I'll be there)
I swear (and I swear) like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there (I'll be there)

For better or worse
Till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear

And I swear (I swear) by the moon
And the stars in the sky I'll be there (I'll be there)
I swear (and I swear) like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there (I'll be there)

For better or worse (better or worse)
Till death do us part I'll love you
With every single beat of my heart
I swear I swear I swear

sicksicksicksicksick

2008-04-21T04:49:00.000-07:00

hello all!
today never school..
went to doc...
damn, felt really sick.
wanted to vomit and went to toilet 4,5,6 times!
;(
and and and
when waiting for my turn at doc....
i saw this two policemen passing..
DAMN!!!! THEY"RE SO HOT!!!!
lol ;D
serious uh.
they hot siak....
i like the left one cos the hair.
omg
haiz.........
i wanna melt..
then got a lot of medicines...
damn...
i hate it!
but, to get better i must right???
and today....
khai merajok.
bcos i called someone syg...
just bcos of that...
somemore its my best friend siak.
hady
i dont c any wrong with that.
but nvm, let him be.
n.......
i talked to ilyana!
my best friend...
felt so great siak.
its like long time no friends...
i mean...as in...
long time like nvr talked to her ah something like dat.
then when she talked to me, its like so friendly..
like the way she talked to me when we were best friends..
actually i regretted.
regretted for wat i've done to her.
and ive been bullying her alot.
but dat time she still loves me sia
u noe wat?
when we were still best friends...
evry night b4 she sleep she give me goodnight kiss by sms...
but that damn one day, i told her off.
i say not to sms me goodnight kisses anymore cos im getting bored of it.
u c...
how rude i am...
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!
shaf u so stupid siaaaaaaaa.
but when i told her off, thing still like normal...
at skool, when walk, she loves to hold my hand...
sometimes when guys c...
they say us lesbians but i think i dont care...
but sometimes uh i ask her to let go of my hand...
she is always there for me....
i dunno y im so stupid to let go a friend like her....
but, im still grateful to have friends like hidayu, dayang, ika....
they doesn't seems so diff.
like ppl say, "sikit lebih kurang"
they are like caring too.
but thier type, not so loving.
excpt for some times ah.
but im not saying they are not great.
well i'll be stupid to lose friends like them again.
but i still love them though.
forever, i think.

imissyaimissyaimissya

2008-04-20T07:03:00.000-07:00

HELLO ppl!
i knw u mis me.
hahahahahha
kidding.
i noe u dont.
cristiano.
long time no talk babe!
actually, the real fact that i havent been updating this blog is bcos...
IM NOT AT HOME.
esp to DAYANG.
pls read this..
"IM NOT AT HOME TO UPDATE BLOG."
unless u want to bring for me my com with me ah...
like per normal..
some fridays or saturdays..i sleep at my mother's friend's house.
its a usual thing
n im getting use to it.
in fact, im liking it.
i got to play games with my fam, play bike, njoy myself, shopping...
aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!
best siak.
but good times have to end.
going back to my house...schoool.
LIKE HELL!
lol.
serious uh.
bcos of all of this im stress siak.
haizzzzzzzzz.
but nvm.............
its part of life, u cant do anything.
well, this night...
today....
its my best night..
im not sure if its my best night ah..
but i think it is...
khai replied.
for this like...one month he didn't...cos he never top uped...
then he replied..
first2 i thought dayang or yus ah...bcos i was smsing them...then suddenly
its him
damnn...im happy.!
n...
i bought a cj7 doll. the hp one...
n a ipod....
but its partly mine ah.
bcos of my bro's hp servicing at nokia...
he uses it first...
its not an ipod actually../
its the budget one.
haha
to let my bro happy...
dalah...
im tired...
i nid to call khai..
bye cristiano...
i love u...
muahcks

2008-04-15T03:13:00.001-07:00

HES FREAKING GAY! hahahaha

imy

2008-04-15T01:33:00.000-07:00

*jerrry ;)
his fave colour? yellow. hahaha
CRISTIANO BLOGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
long time no c ya.
i miss u siaaaa.
but nvm
u will always be in my heart cos i got ur pics all over me.
i mean....
in hp...laptop...com....like dat uh!
i miss you dear!
hahaha
damnn
today, my mom weird siak
morning she do all my attire..
she do my hair n wear powder n made me late too schoool!!!!!!!!!!!
haizz..
then when got home..no keys..no ppl.
like wat fcuk rite?!
then she scold2...
haizz..
nvm laaah.
can do wat??
she's my mom.
then i dunno y.
its like i emo.
then i listen to jiwang songs.
JIWANG!
freak siol.
hahahahahaha
i love jerry.
haha he's forgiving.
i asked him for more time.
for me to break up with Khai.
actually i did not want to uh.
but since jerry is waiting to long for me...
first2 i thought he still angry ah bcos i have stead already
but he's understanding!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
damn damn damn damn
i love jerry
but Khai?
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
i love him too sia.
but i cannot let jerry wait!
hrmmmmmmmm.
nvm lah. i think of a solution.
i wan do hw.
byeeeeeeeee
tc cristiano
ur mine no. 1 always. forever don worry

hate school. hate my life

2008-04-08T06:33:00.001-07:00

ahhhhhhhh
why school become so tiring nowadays!
haizzzzzzzzz!
freak siak.
serious uh..becos of this things. i felt like crying....
its so damn tiring!!!!!!!!!
last week camp...
monday..nafa 5 stations...
today go sdc...
tmrw 2.4 n cca...
thurs stybck pc....
fri cca....
wat fcuk sial?!
haizzzzzzzzzz!.
n nowadays...
im like LEFT OUT by my whole class...
i don't think im too well being with them.
i dont even think i deserve to be in this class.
haizzzzzzzzz.
its like evrybodi choose appearence than heart.
in my class, i got 2 enemies now.
hope things get better.
HOPE SO AH.
but surely for sure wont.
i hate my life.
it just sucks..
n khai, i miss u.

2008-04-07T04:08:00.000-07:00

ohh DAMN..
i miss him freak.
today is the...
erm...
2nd week of this "thingy"!
and almost one week he never msg me!
haizzzzzzz.
moço, eu senhorita você!
ok now...watever.
im just gonna wait.
freak.
ared keep asking me stuupid questions...
that stybck boyy keep calling me..
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!
today weird day for me.
and by weird,
i really mean it.."weird"
i dont noe wats wrong with me.
im like partly crazy...
tired...
blurred...
at Lot 1..
i was like...
so damnn crazy.
ATLEAST I WAS BEING MYSELF UH.
not usually who i am..
but i admit it...
im damnn happy with being crazy haha
i n hidayu n dayang cant stop laughing at ppl
ok..
i noe...
we're mean...
;D
but its like the fact luh!
there's this one matrep like one-of-a-kind sia
walk also one-of-a-kind!
freak!
then pierce his noe.
HE'S A GUY MAN!
so...
we can't stop laughing...
then when i got home...
at the lift waiting for it.
i was like BARELY KNOW that i didn't press for the lift...
i was like waiting at there l;ooking elsewhere..
so i waited and waited.
then, this aunty just came, c my face then press for the lift ah.
then i was like damnnn blurr.
i was like keep thinking and thinking y i never press it.
then when im thinking....
i was like pressing the button again and again waiting for the lift.
but i was like staring at that thing.!
woaaaaaaaaaaah!
i noe im crazy.
that aunty look at me like i damn one kind.
ok i noe.
i AM damn one kind..
hahahaha.
so tired luhh dey!
what do u expect!
this is it.
i hope its enough..
esp for DAYANG..who wanted to me to update my blog!
there you goooooooooooooooooo.!
read it ass.
LOL

my instructors:pa n ma....

2008-04-02T00:35:00.000-07:00

sec 2 camp instructors for class 2/2
our beloved...
will always be remembered...
always be loved by us...
MAMA JACE & PAPA SKY!
damnn! i will always love u sia mummy n daddy..
i dunno if the whole 2/2 will onot.
but I WILL!
missin ya.
muahcksss!

CAMP

2008-04-01T22:17:00.001-07:00

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!.
CAMP FUN LIKE HELL SIAAAAA!
(except for the part about high elements which i don't really like)
per normal..like evry camps...
we were split into groups...
i and hidayu were actually group 3...
dayang and ika were group 4...
so...we did our always known mischeivious plan..
i n hidayu change with these two mly girls...
but make no diff ah.
both girls of group 3 n 4 sleep together....
then activities at the same place but diff activities.
BUT STILL TOGETHER.!!!!!!!!!!!
AND OUR INSTRUCTOR LIKE DAMNN...FUN SIAK!
mama jace n papa sky!
missing them olready siak/...
hmm...so sad ;(
the fun thing bout them is...they really3 treat us like thier own kids...then joke2.
then papa sleep with another instructor "toad"..
then we all like....woaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh! papa betray mama wo!
;D
hahaha.
damn one kind sia our class.
then mama will like flirt with other guys....
then papa when campfire all left out.
pity papa ekh?
AND OUT OF NO REASON.
after this and during this camp.....
our class like damn BROTHERS N SISTERS(except some ah.)
its like....we damn close...when campfire presentation; we do it really good.
its like evribodi co-operating...
nvr had tis experience in my life b4......................
its like when the last day..nearly went home..mama lost her voice..
so cannot shout cannot talk..
then brandon become her echo...
i was like damn pity her siaaa.
then when sitting down to wait..then other instructors and chief veron open song...
dance dance dance....
then when its like couple dance..mama n papa nvr dance tgther...
then i was like...
wat f&%$ sia...
papa so kesian...
papa say.."papa n mama love no more...papa go to 2nd wife, toad lahh"
then i shouted NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but he didn't hear ah.
i want papa n mama together sia.
when 1st day of camp they really close like hell.
but watever it is..we had fun...
campfire we perform a "ncc song"
the....
i ask my girl..
to take a walk...
to take a walk...
something like dat ah.
we totally had fun.
when the part where must cheer
2/2 really3 shout!
im proud of my class.
i really3 enjoy the part where kayaking....nature rumble..
its like getting all wet and muddy
ok fine...the mud was damn disgusting.
hahaha
I MISS MAMA JACE N PAPA SKY!!!!!!!!!!!!
like hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

half sick!

2008-03-29T08:05:00.000-07:00

today got birthday party at cuzzies house.
the beginning, for me, i felt drastically uncomfortable!
i was hot( as in feverish)....
wanted to sleep.
damn damn damn feel like no energy...
so i went upstairs(house is semi-detached so got the stairs ang the room is upper thingy)
and see the birthday girl get ready.
we were actually waiting for our aunt to come and make-up the birthday girl.
btw, MY AUNT, FOR ME, IS THE WORLD'S NO.1 MAKE-UP PERSON.
she maked-up ppl damnnnn nice sia. ;D
i jealous
hahaha
ok bck to the story..
then my mom was there.
she was playing the birthday girl laptop....
then..we sat...talked played...
then my mom dont want to play the thing animore.
so she gave me....
im so damn bored.
dunno what to do playing the internet
so i texted dayang..
and she decide to play habbo and we find faults with ppl.
*PER NORMAL. ;D
so fun siaaaaaaaaa.
oklah first2.
but then i had to accompany my frend, gaby cos she is damn depressed
so the fun was lost.
and dayang find fault with the wrong ppl.
she find fault with my guy, my bf..
so my bf not happi
then suddenly he did not play.
and there.
i felt terrible
cos..
im sick and my bf is upset wif me.
then my msn i was like going horny and stuffs
hahah
it was FOR FUN.
then my boyFRENDS.
was like
hey hey hey
like talk to me bout this sex stuffs.
then i just keep goin on!
hahahaha
to have fun sia
im frustrated so i nid to enoy to relax
then some i said...
have sex by the roadside lah..
ahahhahah
lol
they wanted to
then i was like...
yeah yeah yeah sure.
meet me at here.
then they say serious?!
then i was like laughing.
one of them say me cute.
another one ask me stead.
like DAMN!
just bcos of this topic sia.........
haiz nvm...
btw, i met tis guy frm habo.
he's li8ke rude to me.
so..
u noe what/
i treat rudely to him too.
SO WHAT/!
U TREAT ME UNFAIRLY I TREAT U UNFAIRLY TOO.
WHO CARES.
he was like effin fucking ass hole idiot siak
mcm jantan tkder respect nk mampos.
mintak nk kene whack.
when i spoke rudely he was like heyy...
kurang ajar siol kau
then i was like WAT FUCK?! AS IF I CARE.

n......i missed him
i miss my mr. k
not mr kong ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lol
mr. k as in mr. kh.....
he never smsed or called me for 2 days siak!
his pp8 low! NOT FAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!
btw...
cristiano,iloveyoulikehellllllll!!!!!!!!!
my one in a million ;)

HOME ALONE(NEW SERIES)!!!!!!!! actress: shafiqah wooohooo!

2008-03-28T07:52:00.001-07:00

TODAY!

never go skool.

muahahahahaha.

serious ah.

tired siaaaaaaa.

lol.

i n hidayu never go!

PEACE!

hahaa.

our camp logo.

father teach.

PEACE

lol

miss uh mother n father.

haizzzzzzzzzzz.

NVM.

today me alone!

suppose to go work ah..

then when wake up my mom like attitude...

sooooo

i never go

MUST PITY ME AH.

even though nvr go work must clean house...

must cook fr myself..

haiz..what luck...

that's y got new show!
HOME ALONE SHAF SERIES.

must watch.

n...i juz wanna say....

KHAI; I MISS U.

CRISTIANO; I LOVE U.